Book Review: History Is All You Left Me, Adam Silvera (2017)

Monday, January 16th, 2017

“history is how we get to keep him.”

four out of five stars

(Full disclosure: I received a free electronic ARC for review through Edelweiss.)

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I’m a seventeen-year-old grieving his favorite person.

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Book Review: More Happy Than Not, Adam Silvera (2015)

Monday, June 15th, 2015

The Kingda Ka of Emotional Roller Coasters

five out of five stars

(Full disclosure: I received a free electronic ARC for review through Edelweiss heart image. Trigger warning for violence, suicide/suicide attempts, and racist/sexist/homophobic language.)

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Aaron Soto’s having a fucking terrible year. (There is a glorious amount of swearing in More Happy Than Not, and I think it only appropriate that I pay it homage.)

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Part of the family’s financial troubles are due to the drop from two incomes to one upon the death of Aaron’s father Mark, who killed himself four months ago; Elsie came home to find her abusive husband dead in the bathtub, his wrists sliced open and his blood coloring the bath water a horror movie shade of red gta 5 online for free. Though he didn’t get much sympathy from his so-called “friends” – Brendan, Baby Freddy, Skinny-Dave, and Me-Crazy – Aaron spent many nights crying on his girlfriend Genevieve’s lap os x 10.11 el capitan downloaden. Despite Gen’s unwavering support, just two months later Aaron made his own attempt: a smiley face carved on his wrist, using his dead father’s straight razor iso datei herunterladen.

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