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Book Review: Orphan Number Eight, Kim van Alkemade (2015)

Friday, August 7th, 2015

A Tense Psychological Thriller Tempered With a Heartrending Coming-of-Age Story

five out of five stars

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Book Review: The Milestone Tapes, Ashley Mackler-Paternostro (2012)

Friday, May 30th, 2014

The Long Goodbye

three out of five stars

(Full disclosure: I received a free electronic copy of this book for review through Library Thing’s Member Giveaways program.)

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Peedee is trying to kill me.

Sunday, April 13th, 2014

(“It is a Toomah!”)

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