Thirty Little Mags and Finnick Things

Tuesday, September 3rd, 2019

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Mags,

So you know the purpose of this exercise, right flipagram for free? I list one thing I love (or love-hate) about you for each of your birthdays. Either until I run out of things or I return to starstuff with you. The thing is, I think I could keep this up forever slither io kostenlos herunterladen. Seriously, I can’t imagine ever running out. I don’t know how she did it, but the great Dog above packed so much sass and ferocity and Manic Pixie Dream Grrrl and just sheer personality into such a tiny package wo kann man kostenlos herunterladen. Like, it defies expectations. Or physics. You were one of a kind, sweet babygirl.

(By the by, I discovered Nitty Scott over the summer. Whenever BBYGRL comes on, I imagine a video starring you: “no I ain’t bossy / I just be the boss.”)

I miss you so very much secure app sparda herunterladen. Seriously, not a day goes by that I don’t think of you. Whether it’s the Dogsure-stained sweatshirt in my closet (which I will never wash!), the wheelchair sitting in the corner of the bedroom, or the Batgirl jammies hanging in the office, the house is brimming with reminders of you adobe acrobat pro mac for free. You were such a huge part of my life, and I hope you know that I fought for you as hard as I could. I’m talking bare knuckles, knock-down, drag-out, straight up brawling transformers kostenlosen. I’m just sorry I couldn’t do more. I loved you so, so much, and in that I never failed or faltered.

I wish I could have you back – healthy and whole, of course – but, failing that, these memories will have to suffice herunterladen. To misquote Lucinda Williams, your memory may not keep me warm, but it never leaves me cold. (Sometimes it does, though. Keeps me warm, that is. Only sometimes, but we’ll get there.)

Say hi to the rest of the pack for me gaeb kostenlos herunterladen.

Love always,

Mom

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Finnick,

It’s been a rough ride, hasn’t it boxcert.cer? I hope we at least landed somewhere good for you, a nice, cozy place where you can enjoy your senior years. I know I’m not dad, but I hope I’m doing right by you music maker jam kostenlos downloaden. You’ve turned out to be almost as much of a handful as your dog mom, and I promise to fight for you the way I fought for Mags. Even though I’m exhausted beyond reason and don’t have too much fight left in me. Whatever’s left, it’s yours.

I know we haven’t always been BFFs, but the last few years have brought us so much closer, and for this I’ll always be grateful. You may be an AGGRESSIVE PATIENT who’s prone to sudden outbursts (which makes snugging difficult, just sayin’) and has his own monogrammed Hannibal Lecter mask (j/k), but you’re my crazy ass dog, dammit, and I love you. For however long we have left together, and then for infinity after that.

Okay, it’s time I sign off. It’s almost time for your eye drops, CBD oil, and anti-seizure and pain meds. (so many issues!) Happy birthday/gotcha day, my grumpy old man.

Love,

Your human mom

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Twenty-Eight Little Mags & Finnick Things

Monday, September 3rd, 2018

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Dear Mags & Finn,

The past who-knows-how-many years have sucked, but you guys make everything worth it copytrans photo herunterladen. (Mags especially. Sorry Finn! We’re each others’ second choices and we both know it. I still love you though!) I hope you both make it to New York with me, and Rennie too of course, and live at least long enough to experience each season in the Northeast torrents downloaden met ipad. It’ll be a big change, but we’ve got each other, and isn’t that the most important thing? Plus you’ll finally get to meet (and snub, lmao) your extended nonhuman family: Hash and Roxy, Diablo, Jack and Diane, and Laila and Shadow herunterladen.

It’s been a rocky ride, but just know that I love you both so much. You’re gonna make me lonesome when you go.

Forever yours,

Mom

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Wonderfully Walnutty Banana Bread, Two Ways

Tuesday, October 31st, 2017

What’s a gal to do when suddenly she finds herself in possession of a ten-pound bag of walnuts herunterladen? (Thanks, Gourmet Nuts & Dried Fruit!) Make banana bread, of course! (Bananas + walnuts are my favorite.)

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I started out with the classics: soft, spongy banana bread laced with a generous helping of chocolate chips and walnuts download and send the virus. Delish!

I could have stopped after polishing off that loaf in record time, but a) I still had a half of bunch of rapidly blackening bananas and b) I wanted to try a loaf out on Mags, the littlest and oldest of my dog-kids herunterladen. Over the past few years, she’s slowly been shedding weight, to the point that she now looks almost painfully thin. Thankfully, I think this is more a result of her fussy eating habits than a health problem youtube videos downloaden freemake. I thought I was doing good by letting her eat as much as she wanted and not pushing her – so as to not make mealtimes a horror show – but apparently not youtube videos downloaden 2018. My new strategy is a mix of good cop/bad cop: cajole her to eat a set amount at every mealtime, but also mix things up with new and exciting foods.

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The result herunterladen? Five different kinds of kibble in my cupboard, not to mention a bunch of canned food, and specially prepared dishes like roasted sweet potatoes, tofu battered in nutritional yeast, and sweet and sour soy curls böhmische blasmusik herunterladen. She is so spoiled, you guys.

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Mags is especially fond of baked goods, including banana bread bestes bildbearbeitungsprogramm kostenlosen deutsch. Since walnuts are a big no-no for dogs, I kept the batter kind of basic, without any add-ins kostenlose kriegsspieleen. Instead, I dressed things up in the form of a topping, borrowed from the Big Boat Banana Bread from Laura Dakin’s Cookin’ Up a Storm audible herunterladen pc. That way, I got the top half, Mags the bottom, and we were both as happy as clams in a vegan ocean town.

Recipes after the jump!

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Twenty-Six Little Mags & Finnick Things

Sunday, September 3rd, 2017

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Dear Mags,

It seems you have become my Kaylee 2.0 rettungskarte adac herunterladen. (That bitch again!) That’s not to say that you guys are interchangeable, or even all that much alike die sims hot date download kostenlos. Yet you are now the little old lady I love to spoil, whereas it used to be Kaylee. You’re not huge on snuggling (though definitely more down than Kaylee), yet we have a whole morning routine that’s worthy of a Folgers commercial world pat kostenlosen. You’re here for me when I need you, and do I need you like whoah lately. It’s been a time, these past eight months/four years+++, and I cannot tell you how much it helps to have you by my side wind music to download.

Wait, yes I can. You guys – you and Finnick and O-Ren – are the reason I’ve made it this far. The reason I choose to hang around, day after day after day download image editing program pc for free.

You’re turning fourteen this year, and fourteen was Kaylee’s last. I can’t lie and say that doesn’t make me more than a little nervous herunterladen. I hope you’re still here next year, and the year after that; long enough to see Trump’s impeachment (yea right!) and our move to New York weltkarte herunterladen. Long enough to get to know Hash and Roxie – and loathe them with every fiber of your being, on account of they divert some of the spotlight away from you herunterladen. (See, you and Kaylee aren’t so very different after all!) At least until the sixth Bitch Planet TP comes out, so I can photograph you noming on it stream videos herunterladen firefox.

And if you’re not, that’s okay too, or will be in time. We’ve made so many wonderful memories in the past six years. And I have to disagree with Steve Earle on this one – they’re enough to warm my soul from deezer. I learned that from Kaylee. (Sorry!)

Love you, noodle.

– Mom

 

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Dear Finnick,

Dad should be here to write your letter this year, and it breaks my heart that he isn’t. I hope I’m doing right by you, though I know some days, not so much. (Friday was wild, right? CenturyLink really knows how to drive a girl crazy.)

You remind me more and more of Peedee every day. I always thought you two were so much alike – enough to repel each other! – but now you’ve taken on his role as comforter, too. Your rough edges are still in need of some light polishing, but I appreciate how willing you are to set your fear aside and snuggle on up to me when I’m having a bad day. Of all the dogs, Shane’s death hit you the hardest. And how could it not? You are a daddy’s boy, through and through. But it’s also led to a strange, sad kinship between the two of us. We are bound by loss, you and I.

But I don’t want for that to be the bond that defines us. I promise to try my best to soothe your hurt, the way you do mine – and also build some wonderful new memories, just the two of us. I love you so, so much, little buddy.

xoxo

– Mom

 

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much merries from the @furkids

Sunday, December 25th, 2016

2016 X-mas Card, Final

Since Jayne passed away in July, we’ve been down to “just” three dogs (not counting the fosters, of which we’ve thankfully had four since herunterladen. They keep me busy and distracted, okay.) I know that three is still more than most households have, but we haven’t had such a critical low number since we adopted Kaylee and Jayne (dogs #4 and 5) in 2006 – so basically a decade herunterladen! Not coincidentally, 2005 was also the last year I was able to squeeze all our dogs into a single photo. I gave it ye ole college try in 2006, but it was a hot mess soundcloud downloaden pc.

Anyway, I took a bunch of pictures of Rennie, Mags, and Finnick, both individually and as a group, and the result is what you see above. This wasn’t my favorite shot, but it begged the best captions, so there you go alte java version downloaden.

I kind of stumbled when it came to the message on the back of the card. 2016 was a dumpster fire from beginning to end, and 2017 is looking even worse windows media player 12 free chip. Not much to celebrate, you know?

2016 message label

That’s David Bowie’s Rochester mug shot in the background herunterladen. I chose it both because I’m from Rochester, and it matched the picture I made for the address labels, which was a montage of photos of Bowie, Prince, and Gwen Ifill, run through the charcoal filter in Photoshop so they’d be all nice and matchy herunterladen. It took awhile to find a good one of Prince (his face always tends to be turned and in shadow more often than not), but I think it came out pretty neat tubemate kostenlos downloaden.

2016 address label montage

For the return label, I just went with a simple pawprint and heart design herunterladen.

2016 return label

These dogs are my world and they each carry a slice my heart with them herunterladen. Some days this arrangement works out better than others. Sigh.

Yeah, I’m feeling pretty melancholy today. The fog and thunderstorms aren’t helping, but at least there’s a Golden Girls marathon on TVLand, and plenty of cookies and chocolates in the fridge. (Yes, there will be pictures and recipes in the new year!)

After the jump are a few of my favorite pics. Look out for each other, people. Be compassionate and RESIST.

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Twenty-Four Little Mags & Finnick Things

Saturday, September 3rd, 2016

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Mags –

I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH, MY SWEET BABYGIRL playstation 3 spiele download kostenlos vollversion! I can’t believe it’s only been five years since you noodle-walked into my life; it feels like you’ve owned a part of me forever.

There are so very many things I love about you, good and bad firefox downloaden — gratis webbrowser. Is that weird? If any other dog gave me love bites or barked at me to hand over peanut butter balls that they didn’t even want, it might not be so cute lieder aus youtubeen legal. But somehow you make it work. You are fierce and funny and so damn sweet, even when you’re trying not to be. I guess it helps that you’re old and have a bum hip videos von facebooken online. Like, how much damage could you do, even if you tried?

And it’s not like you do. Try to hurt me, that is. I know because occasionally I’ve been on the receiving end of your “real” bite – like when I try to trim your nails – and you pack a surprisingly mean one, for an old girl who’s missing a fair number of her teeth radio psr app herunterladen. Nope. All the mouthiness is just your way of professing your love for me. I {{nibble}} you right back.

I love how great you are with O-Ren, and with Finnick starcraft kostenlos downloaden. We may only have three of you little buggers left, but it’s shiny that you all get on so well; you guys make a nice pack, as little as it may be vmware rechnung herunterladen. I even love how not-great you are with the fosters; it’s ironical, since it’s more or less how Kaylee treated you. Howdya like them apples time viewer herunterladen?

Even so, I’m sorry the newest fosters are putting you out so. I’m starting to think that maybe we rushed back into it after Jayne’s passing ebook dateien kostenlosen. I thought that you guys could use a distraction, but perhaps quality time with mom would have been better. Plus Brutus is so damn fluffy and cute. It must be eating you alive fotos von der dropbox herunterladen.

But I love you and you know that and I’ll take a little extra time on your birthday to remind you of that fact. You’re my sweet little babygirl, my lovable little shithead. My Mags and Cheese, my Mad Mags; my Mags and Other Monsters, and my Baked Magsaroni. My sun and stars, my little spitfire. The one and only dog I photograph next to serendipitously-titled literature, much to your annoyance.

Wishing you a happy fifth adoption day anniversary (and an even happier thirteenth birthday), and crossing my fingers and toes for five more.

– Mom

 

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Dear Finnie Boy,

I never would have guessed that when Kelly called me five years ago about two dogs in a shelter, that I was about to meet my constant companion for the next five years. You were called unadoptable and we already had five dogs, but we did the crazy thing and took you and Mags home with us. I don’t remember how many days it took, but soon you were following me around, curling up next to me on the couch, curling up on the chair in my office, and curling up next to my hip at night.

I’ve loved all the dogs equally, but you and I are a pair. I could be sad and bummed out, and you’ll still want to lick my face like nothing is wrong in the world. You don’t mind if we watch a bad Sasquatch show, as long as I pet you. I’m still the only one who can pick you up with without a freakout. We’ve been best friends for almost every day you’ve lived with us, and we’ll be best friends even after we’re both gone.

How much code have you watched me write? How many times have you heard me lay down on a bed and immediately break into a run to go find me? How many nights did you sit on my lap while I played video games? I wish I had counted all of that and more, and maybe that would approach a way to quantify how much you mean to me. But you know, I bet it would fall so very, very short.

–Dad

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Stacking the Shelves: August 2016

Saturday, August 27th, 2016

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It’s been a rather shitty month (literally and figuratively, hardee har har!; no but really, the new fosters introduced a worm into the pack, and everyone’s had varying degrees of diarrhea, yay!), so I decided to treat myself to a few comic books from my wishlist web.de emails downloaden. Also: A Helena Pop, because 1) it was on sale and 2) Helena is easily the best character in one of the best shows on television, so.

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…aaaand of course, once you buy one Funko Pop, you can’t stop pokemon go for pc for free. My next two purchases were Kaylee and Jayne, in honor of my little ladies, may they rest in peace. Kaylee looks scrappy as heck – wtf is up with that hairline! icloud albums download? – but there’s no way I can return her. Besides, my Kaylee was pretty funny-looking too, so I guess it evens out.

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Pictured here with our 2011 FSMas card, which featured some pretty hardcore cosplay von youtubeen android. (We leave a laminated version on the fridge year-round, because how could we not?)

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Book Review: Senior Dogs Across America: Portraits of Man’s Best Old Friend, Nancy LeVine (2016)

Friday, August 12th, 2016

Old Dogs Rock (and so do Nancy LeVine’s Portraits!)

five out of five stars

(Full disclosure: Schiffer Publishing provided me a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.)

An old dog’s eyes, milky white, are not so much going blind as they are being clouded by memory: every stick, every ball, the squirrel that got away – they’re all there samsung cloud herunterladen. Nothing is forgotten. The day she swam across the lake, or chewed your mouthguard into a million pieces. Remember when she was lost for two days, and came home soaking wet, muddy, and with a bird’s feather – blue and white – somehow lodged beneath her collar google earth deutsch kostenlos herunterladen? She remembers. They all do. Every word, every walk, every time you RUBBED their neck. The memories spill into their eyes, and eventually all they can see is the past gta 5 online for free.

– Daniel Wallace

Anyone who’s ever opened their home and their heart to a dog is sure to love Senior Dogs Across America: Portraits of Man’s Best Old Friend os x 10.11 el capitan downloaden. Award-winning photographer Nancy LeVine traveled across America, photographing senior dogs in their natural habitats: in forever homes and animal sanctuaries; lounging on couches, riding along with their humans in tractors, and playing with their siblings, human and non; aging with dignity and wisdom and grace iso datei herunterladen.

The eighty-six portraits included here promise to tug at the heartstrings – and make you hug your canine companion just a little bit tighter tonight sims 3 für mac kostenlos. The dogs featured run the gamut: there are big dogs and little dogs; pit bulls, dachshunds, greyhounds, Chihuahuas, and mutts; and several tripods, a few one-eyed dogs, and one very big German Shepherd on wheels (hey, Abby!) whatsapp hintergrund herunterladen. There are even two Otises, both chocolate Labs by the look of ’em, living just a state apart in Washington and California. LeVine lovingly captures the spirit and personality of each of her subjects; while the book is rather short on words, each picture sings and shines and speaks volumes, dancing off the printed page and right into the reader’s heart kanalenlijst dreambox downloaden.

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Stacking the Shelves: July 2016

Saturday, July 30th, 2016

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July’s comic book pre-orders star stable online zum herunterladen!

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I won an autographed copy of Reliquary along with some shiny book swag, also signed by Sarah Fine herunterladen. Thanks Sarah!

(Photographed next to my giant TBR comic book pile. SO MANY BOOKS SO LITTLE TIME.)

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Schiffer Publishing was nice enough to send me a copy (beautifully wrapped, I might add!) of Nancy Levine’s Senior Dogs Across America, which is 1) lovely; 2) already out; and 3) makes a wonderful gift for dog lovers of all ages gta für windows 7 kostenlos downloaden.

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Mags is rather miffed that she didn’t make the cut herunterladen. :P

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Shelf Awareness FTW herunterladen deaktivieren windows 7! Specifically, an ARC of The Call by Peadar Ó Guilín kostenlos keyboard notenen.

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Also from Shelf Awareness: an autographed copy of Vengeance by Zane zeichentrickfilme kostenlos herunterladen.

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For review from the publisher: A Vegan Ethic: Embracing a Life of Compassion Toward All by Mark Hawthorne simply music for free. I had the pleasure of reviewing Mark’s previous two books, and the intersectional focus of this one really has me psyched openload stream downloaden!

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I know we’re barely halfway through the year, but The Many Selves of Katherine North is poised to go down as one of my favorite 2016 releases klingelton iphone kostenlos herunterladen. I was lucky enough to win a hardcover copy, signed by Emma Geen herself, in a launch day giveaway on Twitter.

(Check the shiny little blurb graphic Bloomsbury made for me!)

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Normally I’m not a huge book collector, but. I AM SO HAPPY YOU GUYS I CANNOT EVEN!

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I wasn’t quick enough to snag an ARC of Soraya Roberts’s upcoming book, In My Humble Opinion: My So-Called Life, on NetGalley – but when I emailed the publisher to inquire about a physical ARC, ECW Press was kind enough to put one in the mail for me. Thanks a bunch, Sarah!

 
I also snagged a few great deals on ebooks this month:

  • The Chain (The Kinship Series #1) by Robin Lamont ($2.99)
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    For review on NetGalley:

  • The Fire This Time: A New Generation Speaks about Race edited by Jesmyn Ward
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  • The Lost and the Found by Cat Clarke
  • Hag-Seed (Hogarth Shakespeare) by Margaret Atwood
  • Everfair: A Novel by Nisi Shawl
  • A Vegan Ethic: Embracing a Life of Compassion Toward All by Mark Hawthorne
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    For review on Edelweiss:

  • Cruel Beautiful World by Caroline Leavitt
  • History Is All You Left Me by Adam Silvera
  • Yesternight by Cat Winters
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  • The Kraken Sea by E. Catherine Tobler
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    Thanks for the memories.

    Friday, March 18th, 2016

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    When I was sixteen, a work friend of my father’s got us tickets to see The Rolling Stones skype kostenlos herunterladen chip. He worked for Coke (or was it Pepsi?), and I think they were sponsoring the concert? Anyway, they were primo seats – my friend Heather and I were able to muscle our way up to the fifth row – and we even carpooled with him word 2016. (To Syracuse, maybe?) My parents went too, but they hung out with the other adults. It was pretty flippin’ awesome, all around. I still have the concert tee, all these years later chrome browser herunterladen.

    My mom was really big on thank you cards, and this was an instance where I actually agreed with her policy. Of my own accord, I wrote him a thank you note, attached it to a pricey box of chocolates (not vegan, sadly), and tasked my father with its delivery herunterladen. Apparently the Coke guy was so impressed that he shared it with his class (I think he taught a class, anyway; or was it his employees, maybe? I forget!) as an example of how to behave in the business world herunterladen.

    After Ralphie and Kaylee died, I thought about bringing a basket of home-made (vegan!) cookies to the staff and doctors at Blue Pearl, where we were regulars for most of May architektur pro kostenlos downloaden. Everyone was so kind to us, and I wanted to show them that it didn’t go unappreciated. (Especially that one vet tech who helped us carry Kaylee’s body to the car and then hugged me and let me cry on her shoulder google keyboard. If you know me at all, you know just how damn out of character that is. I must have been a hot mess.) But between the grief and the heat, I never quite got around to it, and I still kind of regret it to this day herunterladen.

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    These anecdotes bring us to Peedee herunterladen. The Summer of Peedee, to be exact, in which the I-70 and Twin drive-ins played a prominent role. Maybe this letter is a little silly or sentimental, but it’s coming from the right place windows 7 handbuch download kostenlos. As in, straight from my heart.

    After Peedee relapsed, we started taking him to the drive-in with us…partially because we wanted to try new things with him, but also because we didn’t want to leave him home alone. (And I don’t think we did, not even once!) I was so nervous, since we’d tried it when he was younger and it was an epic failure. I thought for sure he’d make a scene and we’d be asked to leave. But he was okay and, perhaps more importantly, they were okay with him. The I-70 and Twin are really very dog-friendly; not only do they allow dogs, but they keep the ticket windows stocked with dog treats and sometimes host dog-themed events during the day.

    I’ve learned not to take this for granted, particularly in light of the drive-in that opened in St. Joseph a few years back – and explicitly disallowed dogs. (They only lasted a season or two. You do the maths.)

    Anyway, to get the point: they helped us create some really special memories with Peedee, and I’m forever indebted to them for that. And it certainly can’t hurt to tell them as much.

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    The 2016 season opens tonight, and though Peedee won’t be there with me in person, you can bet his spirit will do a little happy dance in my heart.

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    This Week in Pictures: Telling Peedee’s Story to Its End

    Sunday, February 14th, 2016

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    Oh, man. I’ve been putting off writing this post for so long that I’m not quite sure where to start. I guess the beginning is as good a place as any flyff herunterladen?

    Many of you know that my oldest furkid, Peedee, passed away right before Thanksgiving due to complications from cancer. He was first diagnosed in March 2014; a few weeks later, he underwent surgery to remove a tumor, along with a sizable portion of one lung. Nine months later, the cancer returned and he started chemo. It worked swimmingly until it didn’t. (That was always the case: we got bad news when we were expecting good, and good when we expected bad.) On May 20th – the two-year anniversary of Kaylee’s death, as it just so happened – the oncologist gave him 2-3 months to live wellness images for free. Probably closer to two. She was doubtful that he’d still be around to celebrate his 13th birthday at the end of August.

    We immediately put him on CBD oil. I would have done it a year+ sooner, if only I’d known that you can buy it online, legally (or semi-legally) in all 50 states. It’s not quite as potent as the stuff you can get in medical or recreational marijuana states, but I still think it helped tinder herunterladen. Scratch that: I’m positive it helped. He outlasted the oncologist’s best-case scenario by three months, and had a really good quality of life right up until the last few days. In any case, it was better than doing nothing; just sitting back and watching him die. This topic deserves its own series of posts, but suffice it to say: this ordeal only strengthened my stance on legalization jedes video aus dem internet downloaden. It’s like my main beef with Hillary Clinton at this point. But I digress.

    About the same time that Peedee was waging his 20-month battle with cancer, I discovered Cane’s Bucket List on facebook. Cane was a 6-year-old pibble whose people planned a whole “bucket list journey” for him after he was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. Simple goals like “pictures in front of the Dallas skyline” and “paw print art projects” soon gave way to some really amazing experiences when Cane checked off item #14, “be featured on NBC DFW.” Not only did he get to sit on Santa’s lap – Cane’s caregivers threw him his own damn Christmas party sims 3 addons for free. Talk about shiny!

    I wanted to do something similar for Peedee, but … by this time, he was old and a little fussy and set in his ways. Also, the phobia he’d developed of the car – thanks in no small part to all those unpleasant vet appointments – didn’t really help. So I came up with a slightly less ambitious bucket list (called the Peedee-Do List) and resolved to share pictures of our progress each week ls19 mods ps4 herunterladen. Enter: This Week in Pictures. (I still don’t love the series title, but it’ll have to do.)

    Our last post was on November 3rd. Peedee was still doing reasonably well then, but symptoms of his illness (labored breathing, a decline in endurance) had begun popping up and just couldn’t be ignored otto rechnung herunterladen. I knew Peedee didn’t have much time left, and I wanted to spend as much of it as I could spoiling him. So I put the bucket list blogging on hold.

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    After Peedee died, I was lost. I didn’t know what to do with myself. When Peedee relapsed, he became the center of our lives. Everything we did, we did with him in mind download the rest of the message. Fostering, doctor’s appointments, traveling: we put it all on hold. Peedee went everywhere with us…and if he couldn’t come, we didn’t go. I don’t think I ever left him home alone, not once. Now that he’s gone, I’m adrift. Unmoored. Directionless.

    It took months before I was able to go through those last batches of pictures ds photo videos. Nearly three, apparently, before I could bring myself to write this last This Week in Pictures post. Even if it’s really just for me, I feel like I have to. Tell the story to its end, that is. (Yes, I totally lifted that title from a book in my TBR pile.)

    Peedee was a devoted friend, a loving older (and younger) brother, and a crazy smart dog with a big, mushy heart to match. If I needed comforting, I could always count on Peedee to give it, and generously. He felt timeless, as though he’d always been with me, and always would be. And he will, in a way: in pictures and memories and blog posts like this one. He lives in my heart, and in the tubes, and in the stars. In bubbles in a glass of champagne.

    On his last night, we told him stories.

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    The Christmas Post: Better Late Than Never

    Tuesday, February 2nd, 2016

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    Sadly, Rennie was more or less alone in unwrapping gifts this year; Peedee was the only other dog who was super-into it. Jayne helped, a little – but she was more interested in eating the paper than playing with the gifts inside.

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    Mags and Finnick want nothing to do with our human nonsense. I even tried wrapping a few treats for them – like I did for Peedee’s birthday – but even that wasn’t enough to pique their interest. They just are not accustomed to working for their meals. (Mags has trained me to feed her by hand, yo! Diva much?)

    After the jump you’ll find some more x-mas pics, mostly of Rennie since she’s the only one who really performed for us. Most of the presents were for her, so…fair’s fair I guess.

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    Oh, bother.

    Wednesday, December 23rd, 2015

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    Since losing Peedee exactly one month ago today, the mood has been pretty morose around here tom 2 herunterladen. “Not in the holiday spirit” is kind of an understatement: I didn’t even realize that it was Thanksgiving until ~6PM the night of; I did the bare minimum in terms of Christmas decorating (the requisite tree + a few childhood items and every dog-themed decoration I own; I may have been several weeks late, but I got it done in record time – three hours instead of the usual three days!); and the only gifts I managed to buy were for the dogs iphone pdf downloaden. For a hot second, I actually considered skipping the annual holiday cards entirely: TOO. MUCH. WORK.

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    The theme was inspired by the dread I felt as the holiday season approached: “Oh, bother.” And then I thought, hey, wouldn’t it be adorable to dress Jayne – mopey, doe-eyed, sad sack Jayne – up as Eeeyore, Eeeyore being what would really should have named her in the first place antivirus program windows 8.1 for free? (Jayne Cobb the girl ain’t.) And simply title it “Oh, bother.” The sentiment is apropos, but also still hella cute.

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    But of course I couldn’t begin and end with Jayne; for the supporting cast, I bought an Eeyore hat online (stuffing the top with newspaper, so the adult size would kinda sorta fit on their tinny lil’ goggie heads) and took some pictures that I’d planned on making into “outtake” cards brackets kostenlos downloaden. But I’ll be damned if the outtake didn’t turn out better than the original!

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    So everyone will, in point o’ facts, be getting two cards this year, to make up for their tardiness. Win/win.

    I also made a series of “in memoriam” pseudo-cards just for me. Normally I’d say “just for funsies,” except I was bawling my eyes out the whole time I worked on them. Damn you, A. A. Milne, and your lovely, life-affirming, friendship-celebrating one-liners.

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    This Week in Pictures #24: Halloween ed.!

    Tuesday, November 3rd, 2015

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    The weather was warm-ish, so we spent the afternoon napping (them) and reading (me) in the sunroom before we left for the movies darf man von youtube videos herunterladen. I suspect we’re going to have to close it up soon for the winter, so best enjoy it while we still can!

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    I’m really starting to build quite the collection of pictures of Mags paired with adult-type books: Mags and Bitch magazine; Mags & Other Monsters; Mags hearts Bitch Planet herunterladen. Now: Mad Mags, Furry Road. I feel like maybe I should start a Mags + Books tumblr? Yay or nay? (I think you know where Mags stands on this.)

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    Stacking the Shelves: October in Books

    Saturday, October 31st, 2015

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    Lucinda Riley was nice enough to give away a copy of her latest novel, The Seven Sisters, on her Facebook page, and I won plantnet app kostenlosen! This book traveled all the way from the UK to be with me, you guys.

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    This Week in Pictures #23

    Sunday, October 25th, 2015

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    I’m kind of shocked that Shane keeps managing to find new trails for us to walk, but he does sql 2012! Sunday we took Peedee, Rennie, Mags, and Ice Cream Star to a little patch of shoreline along Smithville Lake, right by the dam and across the way from Smith’s Fork Park wo kann ich die google play store app downloaden. The trails wrap around the Army Corps of Engineers building (which is pretty rad looking) and then just kind of dead-end a mile or two down (I think! We never seem to reach the end, you see.) Between the gravel paths and ALL THE WATER!, it wasn’t exactly Mags’s favorite, but we made it work häuser downloaden sims 4 ps4.

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    Aaaand Sunday = movie night, natch g power. Crimson Peak was paired with Trainwreck, which the drive-in brought back for a few weeks. This seems to be a trend – resurrecting months-old movies – the logic of which I don’t quite get herunterladen. Like, did we really need to revisit Pixels? And it’s not like there’s a shortage of new movies. Crimson Peak plus The Green Inferno, just saying… (I’m not much for torture porn, but this one’s got me intrigued.)

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    This Week in Pictures #22: Rocky Horror Picture Show ed.!

    Monday, October 19th, 2015

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    Sunday night was the Halloween-themed Retro Movie Night at the drive-in: Young Frankenstein and THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW fack ju göhte 1 ganzer film herunterladen! The dogs were so excited that they insisted on dressing up for a pre-show party. “You get toilet paper, and you get toilet paper, and you get toilet paper videosen facebook. EVERYBODY GETS TOILET PAPER!”

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    This Week in Pictures #21

    Monday, October 12th, 2015

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    This Week in Pictures #19

    Sunday, September 27th, 2015
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    Sunday night = movie night mouse pointer to download! We saw the YA combo: The Scorch Trials and Paper Towns.

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